If I Look Fine

If I look fine that's how you know I'm not
Slips through my fingers, everything I got
But I'm doing the things that you do to get better
But my moods are still changing just like the weather
So if I look fine that's how you know I'm not

This illness
Is killing
It's mentally draining
I'm taking
The time
To try to stop complaining
I'm wondering
At this point
Just what I'm gaining
But I can't stop
Now because
You wouldn't face me

These gears always turning in my head
Breaking me down and make me wish I'm dead
I didn't ask for this
No I didn't ask for this
But maybe I'm just a little too tired to change it now

If I look fine that's how you know I'm not
Slips through my fingers, everything I got
But I'm doing the things that you do to get better
But my moods are still changing just like the weather
So if I look fine that's how know I'm not

If I look fine
But I'm thinking of dying
You won't see me crying
That don't work with me
I just have these thoughts
And they're all that I got
And no they are not
Saying nice things to me

If I look fine
But I'm thinking of dying
You never see me crying
That don't work with me
I just have these thoughts
And they're all that I got
And no they are not
Saying nice things to me

If I look fine that's how you know I'm not
Slips through my fingers, everything I got
And I'm doing the things that you do to get better
But my moods are still changing just like the weather
So if I look fine that's how you know I'm not