Funeral

Purple bruises
On my spine
Eyes are saw
All the time
I feel your fingertips
Touch mine
Blink for a second now our hands are intertwined

So I'll
Breathe in that sweet, poison air
I should of known you would never really care
But when you said you loved me I believed
But now I know that that's all make believe

So go ahead, go ahead and leave
This love is dead
With only me to grieve

So

See you at the funeral
This 5 star funeral
Tainted with empty memories
See you at the funeral
This goddamn funeral
That proves true all my insecurities

It's getting late
I should go home
But I can't help in thinking
What if I don't?
I'll go to the forest like we used to do
Then try and rid myself of these thoughts of you

So I'll

Think back to the funeral
A dark place was that funeral
Fills my mind with poison and regret
I drink cuz' of that funeral
I try and flush it out with alcohol
But I still cannot seem to forget

Denial, anger, bargaining, depression
Still no sign of this goddamn acceptance
I just want to be free

Denial, anger, bargaining, depression
Still no sign of this goddamn acceptance
Don't you care you did this to me?

To me