Forgiving Up

Love is a white dove that nestled in my net
And with the slight of my hand he was my pet
Now I cannot rest lest I forget
How to carry myself with this heavy debt

Letting go of that golden afterglow
I was used by the muse that filled my cup
When we grow apart as friend or foe
I’ll forgive you for giving up

To have a purer soul I’ll do what I can
But I'm only ever feeling whole in the half light with a man
I thought that love could be my master plan
Until I ripped the pedals off and scattered them where you stand