Disconnect

Should be celebrating it's my birthday
But I'll do it in the worst ways
Think I need to move out of the UK
'Cause it's making me crazy

Try to keep my focus in the rat race
Always feeling like I'm last place
Think I need to get out of my mums place
'Cause it's making me lazy

I'm caught up in the cycles of my old ways
Looking to the future through my mistakes
I'm trying to find my place in all the chaos
But I'm feeling low
And I'm feeling lost

I just need some time out
From the Earth
To disconnect
To disconnect

I've been getting buried under pressure
So deep it makes my head hurt
Artificial pills, they just won't work
Think I need a new way out

I've read a thousand books, got me nowhere
I've studied all the laws in the universe
I'm falling out with patience
Why am I waiting?

I'm caught up in the cycle of my old ways
Looking to the future through my mistakes
I'm trying to find my place in all the chaos
But I'm feeling low
And I'm feeling lost

I just need some time out
From the Earth
To disconnect
To disconnect

I'm tired of my phone screen
I'm tired of catching up on sleep
And I'm tired of getting woken up
I'm tired of feeling like I'm stuck
And tired of counting calories

I'm tired of censoring my speech
And I'm tired of the minimum wage
I'm tired of feeling underpaid
And I'm tired of the menstrual pains
And I'm tired of the bills to pay
And I'm tired of the news today

I'm tired of adverts in my face
I'm tired of anxiety, it's always creeping up on me
But when you're feeling lost and feeling low
We just need some time out