High School

12 years old, I suddenly felt the world look at me
My bones, every inch of my body, size ten
Size three, no size made me happy
17, same thing
Just wishing I was anyone but me

19, I'm still waiting for the day
I don’t hate myself for what I ate
Numbers change but I look the same
They say, one day
You’ll grow and it’ll go away
I though all of this ended in high school
I thought I wouldn’t feel the way I do
Everyday I wish I could be someone new
I’ve never looked in the mirror and saw what I wanted to

(I thought)

If it’s impossible to be
What I want myself to be
How will I ever be happy?
How will I ever love me?
I thought all of this ended in high school
But I was wrong ‘cause I feel
The way I did and the way I do
Everyday I wish I could be someone new
I’ve never looked in the mirror and saw what I wanted to

(I thought)