Good Boy

What am I chasing, if I keep sprinting away from
The ones who could stitch me back together?
I keep asking for love, when I've already been given proof of it and I ask for more
When I once, held everything I dreamed of

For nineteen years I was fed crumbs from under the door
And I stayed, waiting anxiously for someone bring me something more

Cause I'll wreck you, boy, you're just too good
And all I do what I was, taught is that the end best for you
Turn the key and go, 'cause you've heard I'll break you
And you'll never know, but I won't mean to

I gave you a map with the wrong directions, a different kind of crime
Just to watch you fall in love with a version of me that was only built for a single night
And I'm still trying to find the words to tell you, before it's too late
That I can't be the man that you deserve, that I'll just be the one you'll hate

Cause I'll wreck you, boy, you're just too good
And all I do what I was, taught is that the end best for you
Turn the key and go, 'cause you've heard I'll break you
And you'll never know, but I won't mean to

And uh, and uh and uh, uh
And uh, and uh and uh, uh
(This feeling's taking hold, it's terrifying)
(You're looking at me like I'm worth the trying)