Fun

Long dark hair I bleached blonde
I would take anything, I would kiss anyone
I'd stay out all night, sleep till 2
And I still liked all my tattoos
Forever 21 ten-dollar skirt
Wasn't scared of the world, didn't know how it worked
I just laughed too much when I got too high
Now I'm paranoid as fuck and I don't know why

I smoke a little weed, think my throat's closing
I hear a good song and I wish I wrote it
I walk into a party, I forget how to breathe
I see somebody winnin' and I wish it was me
And I'm scared of lettin' go in front of somebody else
So I drink a little, but I never let myself get drunk
I don't how to have, I don't know how to have fun

(Don't know how)
(I don't know how)
(I don't know how)
(I don't know)

All of my friends are havin' kids
But I'm scared I'd mess it up if I ever did
Am I an old soul or just depressed?
The line is gettin' blurry, but I'm doin' my best
I try and I try, but every time

I smoke a little weed, think my throat's closing
I hear a good song and I wish I wrote it
I walk into a party, I forget how to breathe
I see somebody winnin' and I wish it was me
And I'm scared of lettin' go in front of somebody else
So I drink a little, but I never let myself get drunk
I don't how to have, I don't know how to have fun

I don't how to have, I don't know how to have fun
I don't know anymore, but I swear that I did once
Lookin' at my zodiac (lookin' at my zodiac)
Hopin' that I'll get it back (get it back)
'Cause every time

I smoke a little weed, I think my throat's closing
I hear a good song and I wish I wrote it
I walk into a party, I forget how to breathe
I see somebody winnin' and I wish it was me
And I'm scared of lettin' go in front of somebody else
So I drink a little, but I never let myself get drunk
I don't how to have, I don't know how to have fun

(Don't know how)
(I don't know how)
(I don't know how)
(I don't know)