Smile

Wake me up in an ice box
Take my head off
Am I the wrecker or architect
Try to diagnose the symptoms
Where'd they come from
Am I the sickness or the side effect

Devil dearest
Reappearing
Cross my heart this time
I don't wanna die
Knowing that I lived a lie
That I didn't get it right
'Cause I won't let go of it
Won't take control
Admitting you were fucking right
I just wanna smile
And stay in the in-between for a while
Throwin' caution to the fire
Cause I'm one step closer
To losing my composure
Admitting you were fucking right
You were fucking right

Try to salvage what is sinking
Got a feeling
Crawling underneath the darkness
It's still too soon to spread the ashes
I'm adapting
Learned to hit a moving target

Fallen angels
Watch and wait, so I
Cross my heart this time

I don't wanna die
Knowing that I lived a lie
That I didn't get it right
'Cause I won't let go of it
Won't take control
Admitting you were fucking right
I just wanna smile
And stay in the in-between for a while
Throwin' caution to the fire
Cause I'm one step closer
To losing my composure
Admitting you were fucking right
You were fucking right
Cross my heart this time