Checkin' Out

After disassembling everything I stand for
It's hard to see how I'm still standing
When you know you'll regret it
But at the time you're not thinking
Instinct's the easier ending

But the moment has now arrived
You say they'll never take me alive
Running won't solve anything
You hide your face covered with shame
All that you're asking for is a change
Don't want to live this way

My days consist of hollowness and being pissed on
By everyone standing in my way
While stealing things for supporting my means
Is easier than keeping clean

I can't afford to do this anymore
So I packed all my things
Bringing new hopes and dreams to a total different scene
So I'm gone, I'm checkin' out and I'm not coming back again

In the next two days if I'm promised no delays
I'll end up in a place I've never been before
While stealing things for supporting my means
Is easier than keeping clean

But the moment has now arrived
You say they'll never take me alive
Running won't solve anything
You hide your face covered with shame
All that you're asking for is a change
Don't want to live this way