A Year Without Breathing

Nicotine on your lips, it comforts me. Maybe it's just your warmth. I'm feeling so ashamed of looking right in your eyes. Nobody told me about the teardrops on your face. I saw them with my own eyes - my OWN eyes.
Now you dream about being covered by the fire. Now you dream about being tested all the time. All the truth has been denied for both of us. It's like a year without breathing.
Now you ask me to fake the age of my childish soul. It's like to believe in God without seeing Him - oh, are you trying to test me? Now you dream about the day we'll be apart. Well, it's starting all over again, well… It's starting ALL OVER AGAIN!
My ears are tired of listening your voice so far. My body is tired of reaching you in this altar. Well, it's so... Well, it's so... SO HARD TO SEE YOU FALL!