Mother's Day

I can’t shake the feeling
My life is hanging by a thread
One wrong move
And I’ll lose everything I’ve ever had
I never make the best of anything
Searching for a way out, constantly
You always see the best in everything
And find a way with honesty
And honestly
I can never express what you mean to me

I quit the smokes
A year after Gravestones
I don’t feel better
Just more alone
And I know I don’t say it enough
But, I love you
And everything you’ve done for us
You’ve done for us

I need the rain
The real rain
The clouds that cover me
Like passing showers
Our time is fleeting
I don’t want to be okay
I’m addicted to the misery
The victim, always
Never leave
I just can’t take it
My selfish selflessness masks the glaring imperfections
The imperfections

I quit the smokes
A year after Gravestones
I don’t feel better
Just more alone
And I know I don’t say it enough
But, I love you
And everything you’ve done for us
You’ve done for us

Nostalgia always gets the best of me
Everything we used to be
Maybe we’re fucked up now
Maybe it’s just me
And I’m tired of lying
Nothing’s the same since dad died
You’re holding it together
Oh, how I know you try

I quit the smokes
A year after Gravestones
I don’t feel better
Just more alone
And I know I don’t say it enough
But, I love you
And everything you’ve done for us
You’ve done for us