I Miss The Old Me

I've got a knife lying in the backseat
On my mind, it's staring right at me
And it's covered in my own blood
But I look fine

On the outside, I'm smiling wherever
I walk, with my friends I'm undercover
But I don't remember the last time
I was fine

'Cause I dove head first
Now I'm under heavy water
And my lungs burn
But there's no room for air

Did I did I kill my favourite part of me?
I used to like her, is she still underneath?
Did I did I fuck with my energy
'Cause now I'm left with nothing
I've been praying for some peace
I miss the old me
I miss the old me

I still see her, I put her on a pedestal
I worshiped the way that she made others feel
But it sucks 'cause I blame myself when I'm not at fault

'Cause I dove head first
Now I'm under heavy water
And my lungs burn
But there's no room for air

Did I did I kill my favourite part of me?
I used to like her
Is she still underneath?
Did I did I fuck with my energy
'Cause now I'm left with nothing
I've been praying for some peace
I miss the old me

Did I did I kill my favourite part of me?
I used to like her
Is she still underneath?
Did I did I fuck with my energy
Cause now I'm left with nothing
I've been praying for some peace
I miss the old me
I miss the old me