Patient Zero

Ou bite the hand when it reach out (reach out)
Why would I offer you help anymore?
I look away 'fore I speak now (speak now)
Since I don't know what to expect anymore
I'm in a hole, I can't climb out
And I feel I'm just wasting my time now (time now)
You got to feel it to find out (find out)
You gotta rip off the bandage (rip that)

I'm gearing up for the climb now (climb now)
I feel like I'm supposed to fly now (fly)
Let me take you to the hideout
I feel like me and you would do damage (die)
I'm way too young to just die now (just die now)
I got some shit on my bucket list so I'm tryna' fly all the time now
I already got plenty of baggage (I do, uh)

Don't you worry, I'll be home soon
I'm caught up in the heat of it all (oh, I am)

Still, it comes back every night just to watch me (watch)
On the foot, by my frame, by my bed sheets (by my bed sheets)
Eyes wide, glued to me through my skull (skull)
To my soul (soul), it feels cold
Late night, every time the wind bites
Every time the leaves die
Every winter since, I been dreaming of you
I sleep, stripped of any peace I could've held in my mind
Knowing I'm not right there sleeping with you

You bite the hand when it reach out (when it reach)
Why would I offer you help anymore?
I look away 'fore I speak now (speak)
Since I don't know what to expect anymore
I'm in a hole, I can't climb out
And I feel I'm just wasting my time now (time now)
You got to feel it to find out (find out)
You gotta rip off the bandage (bandage)

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore?
I look away 'fore I speak now
Since I don't know what to expect anymore