Selfhood

Back on the true path to selfhood
Now I can wander as I please
Back on the eve of self destruction
All alone now and I can do as I please

I've had a good good hour's sleep
And I feel less than human

Dead set on the notion to
Let what you love kill you
My head enjoys to watch it
Over and over again
Watch it all come to an end

Back on the true path to selfhood
Now I can get high as I please
Out on the eve of self destruction
All alone now and I can cry as I please

I had a good good fifteen minutes there
And now I'm nothing

But now I can't help thinking it's all for nothing
And when I can't help thinking it's all fucked up
Will I be proud to be back on the true path to selfhood?