Closest Thing To Closure

I took a break from the bottle
But I taste you when I smell tequila
I went and got a new apartment
I think it's haunted 'cause I still feel ya
Put some tears and some miles on this pick-up
Cleared the walls, burned the pictures that I ripped up
If you called me tonight I think I wouldn't even pick up
Or would I pick up?

Am I ever gonna get to get drunk downtown
And hear our song and not break down?
Am I ever gonna wake up next to someone new
And see the Sun rise and not see you?
If it's never gonna be over, over
I guess I have to take the closest thing
Closest thing to closure, oh

I ain't sleepin' in your t-shirt
But it's in my top drawer, one day I'll throw it away
Ain't takin' that back road
Where we first kissed, but I almost did today
Do you know that your momma still texts me?
Sayin' how much she hates that you left me
Got you out of my head so I never let it get to me
Or does it get to me?

Am I ever gonna get to get drunk downtown
And hear our song and not break down?
Am I ever gonna wake up next to someone new
And see the Sun rise and not see you?
If it's never gonna be over, over
I guess I have to take the closest thing
Closest thing to closure, oh
The closest thing to closure, oh

Tried everything, yeah, even quit drinkin'
Turns out I can't quit feelin'
Hearts never heal but I think mine's healin'
Some days I still can't help thinkin'

Am I ever gonna get to get drunk downtown
And hear our song and not break down?
Am I ever gonna wake up next to someone new
And see the Sun rise and not see you?
If it's never gonna be over, over
I guess I have to take the closest thing
The closest thing to closure, oh
The closest thing to closure, oh
The closest thing to closure, oh
The closest thing to closure, oh
The closest thing to closure