Numb the Pain

I know we grew up a little too fast
I miss the days that we'd chill and relax
Where did the time go? It all passed
Now I need to go back

I had no worries, but always have plans
Only thing I did was take out the trash
Now it's much harder to laugh
Hard to get up and then work on my craft (yeah)

I need inspiration, don't need no validation
No more medication, should try some meditating
I don't need you to save me, feel like all of you hate me
Everything's been so hard with all the situations lately

I just need to numb the pain for a minute
I just wanna run away a vacation
I don't know what else to say
Now I just need to numb the pain

Oh, I just wanna numb the pain
Oh, I just wanna run away
I don't know what else to say
Now I just need to numb the pain

Well maybe I'm done, maybe I've lost
Still putting up a fight because
I love my mom, I love my family
When I was young, they would all look after me

I don't know why, but I feel like a burden
I spend my life overthinking my purpose
Can't really cry, I'm so used to the hurting
Trauma creeps up on me at the wrong moments

Oh, I just wanna numb the pain for a minute
I just wanna run away a vacation
I don't know what else to say
Now I just need to numb the pain

I just need to numb the pain

I just need to numb the pain for a minute
I just wanna run away a vacation
I don't know what else to say
Now I just need to numb the pain