Non-person

Lately i have not felt that alter-ego i know
To know my mind is slipping makes me feel so alone
And i could swear i just saw the lights of that idiot growing dim
When i approach these thoughts it feels like im committing a sin
Its a sin sin sin sin

How can my being here mean nothing at all?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
Why do you look at me like im not here?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)

Dont say you have words that will make me feel so good
Dont say you care i dont care for your words
I am the reason that i am feeling so confused
And i am at fault when i am being abused
It hurts it hurts it hurts

How can my being here mean nothing at all?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
Why do you look at me like im not here?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
Are you just hoping that i will just go away?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
Youll miss me if you cant ignore me anymore
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)

I was ignored all the way to my awakening
And although im so very very young i feel so very very old
Part of me is screaming that this me is not really me
I had to pay for my fall with these invisible scars
And im falling im falling im

How can my being here mean nothing at all?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
Why do you look at me like im not here?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
Are you just hoping that i will just go away?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
Youll miss me if you cant ignore me anymore
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)