Unbodied

I spent so many years in this limbo
A feeble man, an empty broken shell
So why I choose this voluntary exile?
I don't feel the blood, pulsing in veins
Life dissolved in death

Cry!
Cuz my outcome is tragic
Unbodied!

Can't you see? I'm just a ghost, unformed creation
Give me peace! I went through hell
I don't know where I am
I think, this place was left
By our creators!

I want to leave, but I don't know how
Step by step I move away from the light, into the arms of darkness
It feels like an infection

Sun will not rise for me anymore
Life was lost
Lowliness

And the cage was locked
Condemned me to exile
Days, when heart has stopped (life was a lie)
This reachless perfection in my mind

Please stop praying (please stop praying)
I never will be saved (I am gone)
This continuous overthrow
Constant fall into emptiness

Sun will not rise for me anymore
Life was lost
Lowliness
Sun will not rise for me anymore
Life was lost
Lowliness

Dark river flows through, through all the worlds
These waters take me
And after the mind has calmed down
Silence, oblivion, through pain, oblivion

At the very end of the road
I synchronized with the pulsation of the universe