Everything

Feelin' low
While all my friends are livin' up together
Uninhibited minds

I sit at home
Imagine if we stayed like kids forever
Escaping time

But it kills me a little bit
When I taste it; that little hit
And I know the fever is on

And I hate it - comes on so quick
My heart trips, now I'm feeling sick
And oh my God, I'm gone

'Cause I wanna know everything, everything
And I wanna understand everything
Everything

Somewhere else
A world exists, just beyond your reach
Too far to feel

If you're not there
Does it happen, do the trees still fall?
Were they ever real?

Yeah, I know it, I should resist
But I'm helpless, my mind won't quit
It's unrelenting dread

Yeah, I hate it, that I question this
I dream it, that the answers fix
The voice that's in my head

'Cause I wanna know everything, everything
Yeah, I need to understand everything, oh everything

Night time comes, I'm alone in my room
Nothing is more terrifying than that
Moonshine and molly won't fend off the demons
Gave up my body to quiet my mind

I wanna breathe without thinkin' 'bout it
I wanna keep my thoughts under control
Sleep without hearing my blood pulse through me
Forget about all the things I don't know

And I say
Please save me
I'm a thousand degrees

I wanna know, everything
Everything
Everything

'Cause I wanna know everything, everything
Yeah, I need to understand everything
Oh, everything