Bruises

I'm covered in bruises
Been beating myself up
If you could see the marks that I leave on my own heart
You'd probably call the cops

But no one can save me
And you can't make it stop
I'm covered in bruises
'Cause I'm just never good enough

Striving for perfection
As if it can beat them
I've been watching everybody posting pictures of their flaws
And preach about self love

But no one can make me
I'm gonna throw every punch
I'm covered in bruises
'Cause I'm just never good enough

But I had it well, as far as you can tell
I'm fully confident
Make up and a smile and so much style
But underneath my dress

I'm covered in bruises
Been beating myself up
If could heart the violent words that creep into my thoughts
You'd offer me up
But I just push you away
Because it hurts to be touched
Covered in bruises
'Cause I'm just never good enough

Covered in bruises
Don't know why I'd thought you'd give a fuck