SMILING THRU.

I've been on the losing end of it all
But somehow, I'm still smiling through the storm
Hope my driver knows the way to my home
'Cause I haven't been sober since the dawn
Am I letting myself go a little too crazy for my own damn good?
But you know what I felt
Tired of all the slow dancing in the dark, all helpless

And it fills up time
I can't grasp what is real
And it fills up time
When I'm going through my phone, I don't know
Can't explain, I feel empty inside

And my brain feels like it's melting away
When I'm in a state, there's a rush when I fade
I miss getting high, now there's too much on my plate
I just wanna lay down now

I've been on the losing end of it all
But somehow, I'm still smiling through the storm
Hope my driver knows the way to my home
'Cause I haven't been sober since the dawn
Am I letting myself go a little too crazy for my own damn good?
But you know what I felt
Tired of all the slow dancing in the dark, all helpless
Am I letting myself go a little too crazy for my own damn good?
But you know what I felt
Tired of all the slow dancing in the dark, all helpless

So what if I let go of everything?
So what if I let go of everything?