Suffering You, Suffering Me

So I saw you turn from me the other night
Right there, I knew that I was losing you
And so I clenched my fist so tight, I couldn't sleep
Right there, I knew that I was losing you

And oh, I wonder
Will time wash away or will I suffer?
Suffering you, suffering me
You came to me in truth
But as I lie, I leave

Say a week at least for you to clear your mind
How I felt so sick the whole time
And I was so sure that I was special and you'd be kind
And now I see what each other's go by

Now well, I wonder
Will time wash away or will I suffer?
Suffering you, suffering me
You came to me in truth
But as I lie, I leave

And all the things you say
That you'd never leave
How could you be so cruel
So beautiful to me

And in a year from now
I wonder if I find
That thoughts of you have passed me by
Oh how we've stayed forever
Neither of us feeling better
Do I find something new?
Or keep suffering you?

Suffering you, suffering me
You came to me in truth
But as I lie, I leave
And all the things you say
That you've never leave
How could you be so cruel
So beautiful to me