Switchback

Shot from the back,
Hits my spine,
My nervous system screams in my ear,
That I've died,
Yet I'm still alive to feel,
My soul take flight as my body falls,
Heart of spite,
The shell I am, won't forgive,
I won't let you down,
Is what I sang to you,
You still stop my heart,
Every time I see you,
I still sing these songs for you,
I must tear away from your world,
To get you out of mine,
Do I tear fast or tear slow?
For either way it pries my trust,
the faith in all of the ones I love,
Nightmare, my fears,
The shell I am, won't forgive,
You take part of me with you