Break My Own Heart

I always say my feelings too late
I don't know how to communicate
How I'm feeling, so I push you away
I don't know why, I don't know why

Call you up and say some things I'll regret
Till I'm someone you just wanna forget
Yeah, I know it doesn't make any sense
But that's just my self-defense

You'll never leave me
'Cause I'll leave you first
Don't need nobody
To make it hurt

Why is it everytime something good starts?
I have to go mess up break my own heart
Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart
Fall in love, blow it up, break my own heart
Why is it every time something feels right?
I run away, ruin it in my own mind
Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart
Fall in love, f- it up break my own heart

You don't have to leave me on read
'Cause I won't even send you a text
Make you hate me promise it's for the best
I always end up being an ex

You'll never leave me
'Cause I'll leave you first
Don't need nobody (nobody)
To make it hurt (to make it hurt)

Why is it everytime something good starts?
I have to go mess up break my own heart
Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart
Fall in love, blow it up, break my own heart
Why is it every time something feels right?
I run away, ruin it in my own mind
Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart
Fall in love, f- it up break my own heart

I just wanna let you in, let you in
But I don't wanna get hurt again, hurt again
Yeah, I just wanna let you in, let you in
But I break my own heart
Yeah, I break my own heart
I just wanna let you in, let you in
But I don't wanna get hurt again, hurt again
Yeah, I just wanna let you in, let you in
But I break my own heart
Yeah, I break my own heart