Not a Friend

When is a friend not a friend?
Like if on my phone your hand's in my hand
But you ghost, why you call me friend?
(Okay, that one was good, is that right?)

She said, baby girl, it's been forever
Did I forget? Must've lost your number
Sorry, I've just been so unavailable
I can barely breathe
Feel like I'm inside walls around my mind
And my paranoia's eating me alive
I just can't believe, half the things I see
Haven't been myself, no, I've been half-asleep

When is a friend not a friend?
Like if on my phone your hand's in my hand
But you ghost when I needed you the most then
Why you call me friend? (why you call mе friend?)

Crazy how it's taking me forevеr
Just to figure out one thing I never
Are you, were you ever really on my side?
But it's not that deep
So you like to say in that drama type of way
And not like an Oscar, like a cabaret
I just can't believe, half the things I see
Something else is underneath the masquerade

When is a friend not a friend?
Like if on my phone your hand's in my hand
But you ghost when I needed you the most then
Why you call me friend?
(Why did you do that? Why you, why you call me?)
When is a friend not a friend?
'Cause I'm ripping out a knife outta my back again
Oh, I needed you the most then
Why you call me friend? (why you call me friend?)