Bitter and Unsaid

I blend my fears tonight,
My apathy, my bliss, my hate.
And lines of tears now dried,
And faults that I can't right anymore.

Questioning my mind,
Colours fade inside,
And roundabouts of burdens crash my life.
Fears that I must fight
Strength within is dying
In every sentence, word that cross my mind.

The past haunts me again
In treacherous attacks like stabs,
And talks about myself,
About the rags of this old knave.

Photos, letters, words,
Secrets I once owned,
And now It is all spinning a long yarn.
Fears that I now fight
Strength within now dies
And roundabouts of burdens in my mind.

Drowning in the pool of a lost remembrance,
Recollected ruins of a scattered past,
Why do I dare to fight?
Why I gently crawl?

Questioning my mind,
Colours fade inside,
And roundabouts of burdens crash my life.
Fears that I must fight
Strength within is dying
In every sentence, word that cross my mind.