Timeshare

I don't have the dreams I keep hearing about
I can't pretend that I don't try
I wanna stop pretending
We're so content with passing by

But how could I think
That it's one or the other
When it's been so clear from the start?
To live in this world
Without you, here
I have only half a heart

Because it's in my veins
Not to be the same
Blank and erased and tied into knots
Turning into chalk
And all the blackboard stains
I'd really rather not

Oh no, here I go
Driftin' in and out and to the back
To escape, she says, jump in!
Runnin' from my feet as if I ever had a chance

Oh no, here I go
Driftin' in and out and to the back
To escape, she says, jump in!
Runnin' from my feet as if I ever had a chance

Oh no, here I go
Driftin' in and out and to the back
To escape