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Last time I was home was long agoDoslyedniy raz doma ya bil davno
They demolished it for some reason and someoneVed' yego snesli zachyem-to i kto-to
My life is not their concern, I changed my plansMoya zhizn' nye ikh zabota, ya pomyenyal svoi plani
But now I have nowhere to goNo zhit' tyepyer' mnye nikuda idti
I know for sure I won't live to twentyYa tochno znayu chto ya nye dozhivu do dvadtsati

Blue waves call me back to the seaSiniye volni opyat' zovut myenya v morye
They don't feel sorrow, love, or eternal lossesOni nye chuvstvuyut gorya, lyubvi i vechnikh utrat
I wanted to live like everyone else, but forgive me, momYa khotyel bit' takim zhye kak vsye, no mama prosti
Now I'm sure I won't make it to twentyTyepyer' ya tochno uvyeryen chto ya nye dozhvu do dvadtsati
Stupid waves, they don't feelGlupiye volni oni nye chuvstvuyut etogo
That I'm forever losing and will be killed somedayChto myenya vechno gubit i kogda-to ub'yet
No one will ever wait for me to finish work at fiveMyenya nikto nikogda nye budyet zhdat' s raboti k pyati
Because I know for sure I won't live to twentyVyed' ya tochno znayu, chto ya nye dozhivu do dvadtzati

Last time I was home was long agoDoslyedniy raz doma ya bil davno
They broke me somewhere and tookVed' myenya slomali kto-to i gdye-to
My heart and childhoodZabrali syerdtsye i detstvo
I will never see that life that awaits meYa nikogda nye uvizhu tu zhizn' kotoruyu zhdut ot myenya

I hate all attempts to change meTak nyenavizhu vsye popitki myenya pomyenyat'
Sleepy faces rush to suffocate in the morningSonniye litsa s utra toropyatsya sdokhnut'
And I need your thoughts, they no longer helpI mnye nuzhni tvoi misli, im uzhye nye pomoch'
And you try again to give me very useful adviceI ti pitayesh'cya snova dat' ochyen' del'niy sovyet mnye,
But I would offer the best scotch to your mouthNo ya bi tvoyemu rtu pryedlozhil luchshye skotch

Blue waves call me back to the seaSiniye volni opyat' zovut myenya v morye
They don't feel sorrow, love, or eternal lossesOni nye chuvstvuyut gorya, lyubvi i vechnikh utrat
I wanted to live like everyone else, but forgive me, momYa khotyel bit' takim zhye kak vsye, no mama prosti
Now I'm sure I won't make it to twentyTyepyer' ya tochno uvyeryen chto ya nye dozhvu do dvadtsati
Stupid waves, they don't feelGlupiye volni oni nye chuvstvuyut etogo
That I'm forever losing and will be killed somedayChto myenya vechno gubit i kogda-to ub'yet
No one will ever wait for me to finish work at fiveMyenya nikto nikogda nye budyet zhdat' s raboti k pyati
Because I know for sure I won't live to twentyVyed' ya tochno znayu, chto ya nye dozhivu do dvadtzati

Last time I was home was when I still felt somethingPoslyedniy raz doma ya bil kogda yeshchye chuvstvoval chto to
Could understand my thoughts and appreciate lifeMog ponimat' svoi misli i tsyenit' zhizn'
But now it's enough. I know best what to doNu a tyepyer' nadoyelo. Ya luchshye znayu chto dyelat'
Your advice is just a matter, so hold onVashi sovyeti lish' dyelo, tak chto dyerzhis'

You'll cry and get angry, get drunk with friendsTi budyesh' plakat' i zlit'sya, napivat'sya s druz'yami
While the car on the street suddenly won't startPoka mashinana ulitsye vdrug tyebya nye sob'yet
You're so afraid of disappearing, but don't want to be missedTi tak boish'sya ischeznut', no tak nye khochyesh' stat' imi
I no longer hope someone will understand meYa uzhye nye nadyeyus', chto myenya kto to poymyet

Blue waves call me back to the seaSiniye volni opyat' zovut myenya v morye
They don't feel sorrow, love, or eternal lossesOni nye chuvstvuyut gorya, lyubvi i vechnikh utrat
I wanted to live like everyone else, but forgive me, momYa khotyel bit' takim zhye kak vsye, no mama prosti
Now I'm sure I won't make it to twentyTyepyer' ya tochno uvyeryen chto ya nye dozhvu do dvadtsati
Stupid waves, they don't feelGlupiye volni oni nye chuvstvuyut etogo
That I'm forever losing and will be killed somedayChto myenya vechno gubit i kogda-to ub'yet
No one will ever wait for me to finish work at fiveMyenya nikto nikogda nye budyet zhdat' s raboti k pyati
Because I know for sure I won't live to twentyVyed' ya tochno znayu, chto ya nye dozhivu do dvadtzati

Dirty waves, they don't listen to the heartGryazniye volni, oni nye slushayut serdtsye
They don't cry at night, they don't believe in loveOni nye plachut nochami, oni nye veryat v lyubov'
I don't want to live like this, it will be easier to leaveYa nye khochu bit' takim zhye, mnye budyet lyegchye uyti
Now I'm sure I won't make it to twentyTyepyer' ya tochno uvyeryen, chto ya nye dozhivu do dvadtsati