I've waited my whole life to find you
Never really believing love existed at all
I was desperate to believe that this was real
But the only thing loves ever made me feel
Is worthless

I'm sorry that I've ruined everything
I'm not proud of my insecurities
I wish that we could start over again
That this was not the end, of us
But it is

I tried to be everything that you wanted
But I failed to be anything at all
I knew there'd come a day you'd finally see
That I'm not half the man you never thought I'd be
That I'm worthless

I'm sorry that I've ruined everything
I'm not proud of my insecurities
I just wish that we could start over again
That this was not the end of us
But it is

I'm sorry that I've ruined everything
I'm sorry that I fucked up everything
I'm sorry that I've ruined everything
So sorry that I fucked up everything
I'm so sorry that I've ruined everything
I'm so sorry that I fucked up everything