For a Lack of Better Words

There's not a better word that exists
That describes what happened to you
Than tragedy just a life
Young and new
Not 'just' a life but a human soul
We watched you crack, break, deteriorate
One more being taken early on his own shoulders

And it feels like
I should've sent you a message
Long before this was fathomed in your
Brain's dead
And I can't think straight
It's almost two years but my
Mind still fears the thought of losing
Someone like this

There's not a better phrase that exists
To describe all the pain that we felt
Than at a loss for words
As we lie
And melt
We're at a loss for words there's no question
And it's still up in arms in my mind
Was this meant to be the end
Was it really your time?

And it feels like
Yesterday was February
5th to be exact I know that
Something must've snapped in your
Mind's gone
And I can't think straight
It's almost a decade since we first played
In my front lawn with nerf guns
When we were friends once

When you and I were alive (8x)