Like a Sadman

To try... and not to get
Alive in a strange evil
I'm surrounded by failures
On which I don't know the reason!

Oh my God, which will be my sin?
To kill? To Love? To betray?
Or to have been born???

These days I'm dry...
and I try to mask my face it hides
Betraying all those sights
that close my human vision

The sadness possesses me
And my soul fades inside a deep pain

How to overcome this?
Don't exist answers for empty questions!
What should make?
To Try To Flee? To give up?

This game of questions confuses me!
But I know that I'm sad...
And my life... strange and confused!!!

Crying drinks on mind
searching for the way

and so!!!???

Oh my God, which will be my sin?
To kill? To Love? To betray?
Or to have been born???
Sometimes I think in...
To leave every my past...
But something that guides me, don't tells me

Oh God, show me the way!!!