Numbness

It starts from my feet, freezing up the spinal,
Through the legs, the stomach, the hands, the arms and then the burst
I could not tell where my body is, or how it is
Even the neck now is getting warmly colder, while my eyes close slowly

All i have lived seems so far and senseless, as ever, but more
Everything seems so expensive, even this numbness
Even to try to get away with it
And then my world becomes dark, red and cold