Blue Birthday

I wanted to show you my heart which I haven't been able to show yet.
Although you probably think lightly of me as just a comfortable friend.

But actually, since a long time ago, I began to love you,
And I want to say it now, I want to tell you.

With a baby's breath(flower), that resembles you, held close to myheart,
I went to your house secretly late at night.
I leaned in front of your window, where the lights were out, and stayed for while
and now, weakly, I am coming back after having left the flower by our window.

With your birthday flowers in my hands, I wanted to tell you I love you.
Even though much times passes, I will give you anything with all my heart.
So that birthday card I couldn't give you doesn't become wet with dew,
please look at me, so that I will be able to be by your side awlays.

Right now, you're probably somewhere having a birthday party.
All day I prepared so many things and went looking for you.
I wanted to spend your birthday with you, but I passed by you and decided against it.
But please wait just a little more, for soon you will know my heart.

Although I am always lacking things, please know my true heart.
You're not going to know, how much you mean to me and how much I love you.

With your birthday flowers in my hands, I wanted to tell you I love you.
Even though much times passes, I will give you anything with all my heart.
So that birthday card I couldn't give you doesn't become wet with dew,
please look at me, so that I will be able to be by your side awlays.

Today although I am walking around lonley, just you wait.
Next year with just you and me we are going to have a great brithday party.