Temporary Love

I gave you everything I had inside
Bent my world just to fit your life
Said your name like a holy prayer
Now it's silence, and you're not there
Told my mama: Yeah, he's the one
Swore you'd stay, you'd never run
You held my face like you were sure
Now I'm alone, and it still hurts

I begged you: Don't go tonight
Cried so hard I lost my sight
You didn't break, didn't even try
Like I wasn't worth goodbye

Did you ever love me seriously?
Or was I just your temporary need?
All your I love you were they real?
Or just something you don't feel?
You walked away so easily
Like loving me meant nothing deep
Now I'm stuck with what you left of me
A heart that don't know how to leave

I replay every word you said
Was it love or in my head?
You promised you would never fall
Now you don't pick up when I call
I made excuses for your cold
Said: Just wait: Just hold
But love shouldn't feel like a fight
Begging someone just to stay the night

I lost myself on your floor
Said: Please like never before
You looked at me like I was weak
Like love is something cheap

Did you ever love me seriously?
Or was I just your therapy?
Was I someone you talked about?
Or someone you could live without?
You cut me off so clean, so fast
Like I was never meant to last
Now I'm drowning in what you made
A love I don't know how to erase

Tell me, was it real?
Or just timing in disguise?
Did you see a future with me?
Or just something for the night?
Was I loving who you are
Or just a mask you wore so well?
I would've fought the world for you
You wouldn't fight yourself

Did you ever love me seriously?
Or was I just something easy?
Something warm you didn't keep
Something safe but never deep
You left like I was nothing at all
Now I'm the one who took the fall
I gave you everything I had
And got a love that didn't last

If you didn't mean it, why say it?
If you didn't feel it, why fake it?
You made me believe, it was real
Now I'm healing, something you never felt