I'm Not Ok

I lied
I'm not ok
I can't stop thinking 'bout yesterday
You kissed me
Like there was so much between you and me
And I
Want it again, want it again

If the stars collided
Would you be my date?
Just for today
You know it, boy
You're kinda my soulmate
But it's ok
I understand

You cannot be with me
I cannot be with you
It has to be like this
Though I want it or not
It's not up to me
It's not up to you

Even though I love you
I love you
I love you