White Summer Dress

I've been drinking too much and it's raping my health
But it passes the time when you're bored with yourself
And grow tired of the way everything seems to be
When there's drawbacks among everything that you see

And I've come to the conclusion at 25
That I'm sort of a drag but my nature is kind
And a wise woman showed me that that's all you need
At the end of your days, but it's hard to agree

When there's so much inside and too much to say
And I need to be better with each passing day
And they're looking at me and there's nowhere to hide
Yeah I'm cool on the surface but burning inside
I'm burning inside

I've been thinking about her everyday since I left
Come to think of it, I haven't quit since we met
And I know that this kind of talk's overdone
And everyone seems to be bitching about love

But I guess there's a reason I don't feel ashamed
Used to be rather fearful of seeming cliché
But I'm anxious and tired of thinking so much
And before I backout I remember your touch

And I'm dreaming of you in a white summer dress
In the middle of winter when all is a mess
And you're looking at me with your steel colored eyes
Yeah I'm cool on the surface, but burning inside
I'm burning inside