Fanorexia

Well I could lose a little weight
I could speak a little clearer
Try to sound like less of a pussy
Maybe then you'd lend your ears
Oh what hat would happen to you if I didn't exist?
I bet you'd be relieved
I bet it's such a show list
The good in me
And I'm doing just fine hating myself
Yeah it's due in just time
That you go to hell

Cause I've been broken down by the shit you cowards say
Well I'm done hoping now that you'll ever go away
So if you see me it'd be wise that you steer clear
And know that you did nothing to get me here
I said I'm doing just fine hating myself
Yeah it's due in just time
That you go to hell

I'll starve myself for weeks
Take pills until my body
No longer lets me sleep
Tilt back on another drink
Insecure about what you think
Negative is all you breathe
Stay the fuck away from me

And I'm doing just fine hating myself
Yeah it's due in just time
That you go to hell
Cause I've been broken down by the shit you cowards say
Well I'm done hoping now that you'll ever go away
So if you see me it'd be wise that you steer clear
And know that you did nothing to get me here

And I'm doing just fine
Yeah, I'm doing just fine
Play the part
Keep wasting your breath
On childish remarks
From the start
I set the flame burning everything
That could possibly
Ruin my name

Cause I've been broken down by the shit you cowards say
Well I'm done hoping now that you'll ever go away
So if you see me it'd be wise that you steer clear
And know that you did nothing to get me here
I said I'm just doing fine hating myself
Yeah it's due in just time
That you go to hell