I Still Drink Alone

Even my fears are afraid
But don't wanna feel alone together
The doors are locked
And I'm praying to God
That this time it will be forever
Picking at the scabs of my mind
And knowing just what I will find

I'm sorry!
Sorry!

We all have our demons
Mine is sobriety
These four walls, that's my society
A toothless dog don't need a bone
I'm sorry, ma
I still drink alone

Where the fuck is the life I was promised?
I've got picture, but no reception
You have to understand that
By locking you out I am showing you affection
So whoever is reading this
Consider it an autopsy
Cause life that word just
Don't mean anything to me

We all have our demons
Mine is sobriety
These four walls, that's my society
A toothless dog don't need a bone
I'm sorry, ma
I still drink alone

Home is where the heart is
So what was it I missed?
The home or a heart bit?
Down in the sneak pit
Just praying to get bit

I know you're worried
I'm sorry!
I said I'm sorry!

We all have our demons
Mine is sobriety
These four walls, that's my society
A toothless dog don't need a bone
I'm sorry, ma
I still drink alone