The Year I Disappeared

You push and turn
I keep running in the dirt
Chasing your mind
Always behind

And my song goes on
But you're always my concern
Stealing my mind
Stoping my time

There was a bottle in the ocean
A bottle in ocean
A letter of devotion
I threw in the ebb that night
To leave this mess behind

From the ashes you appeared
I stood still as you got near
It was the year I disappeared
In the ocean of your watered eyes
And now we're drowning in our darkened nights

We've got past and dones and gods above to match
But what can I do with you?
We will always be out of tune
Chasing our faults like sinners gone wrong
You will never forgive my songs
And I don't dare to sing along
I've got them deep inside of me
Buried in this dark, blue sea
Can't you see you're choking me?

There was a bottle in the ocean
A bottle in ocean
A letter of devotion
I threw in the ebb that night
To leave this mess behind

From the ashes you appeared
I stood still as you got near
It was the year I disappeared
In the ocean of your watered eyes
And now we're drowning in our darkened nights