Once Beautiful

When I listen
When I hear and never listen
It makes me wonder, makes me bleed

Make me see, make me listen, make me wonder
Make me feel, make me dream and still remember
More, no more, no less, no more to find

Breathe, bleeding, haunting, silently
Enough just to feel
Escaping, missing, silently
Once beautiful

Make me see, make me listen, make me wonder
Make me feel, make me dream and not surrender

As my voice, it's silent
And my heart, it feels less than before
And my feelings fail me
Pretending to be lovely

Make me beautiful again
And feel like I'm special still
And remind me how to smile
And feel like diamonds
Make me beautiful again
Cry my tears and vanish them
Whisper in my ear as I run away and hide
Pretend to be lovely

Make me bleed, make me whisper, make me secret
Make me wish I was never born to say this
As I wait for such simpleness
As I hear my quiet haunting
As I feel this silence collapses me

Make me beautiful again
And feel like I'm special still
And remind me how to smile
And feel like diamonds
Make me beautiful again
Cry my tears and vanish them
Whisper in my ear as I run away and hide

Make me beautiful again
And feel like I'm special
And remind me how I smiled
I felt like poison
Once beautiful again
When my tears were cherished then
Whisper in my ear as I disappear
Once beautiful