Blame On Me

Today I’m feeling sick
Today I’m inside out
I’m not what I used to be
Today I’m feeling pain
I’m in a war
Within myself
I cannot run

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Before I used to dream
Before I felt part of here
I used to dream higher
Before was easy to live
I’m in a war
Within myself
I cannot run

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In my hands I’m seeing all these perfect lives
And I can’t stop thinking that this is a lie
Without realizing it I’m part of it. Why? Why? Why? I
Can’t stop thinking that all this is a lie, is a lie all these perfect lives
I’m in a war
Within myself
I cannot run
Help