Unwinnable War

I belong to places in between
I've been wrong many times before
Chosen sides in an un-winnable war
So badly I needed something to fight for

I've been open, I've been gone
I've been hoping for so long
Gone on and take all you can from me
Hoping no one notices when I take my leave

I'm blind in the unforgiving face
Of what I find and what has been erased
Paralysed and held at bay
So badly I needed something that I could change