Invisible Tonight

Expect perfection that I don’t have
You want a miracle?
I’m not your girl
Not a lover of words, I’m a lover of sounds
You never understand because you’re never around

Expect a lot of things, and pretend like you’re not condescending
If you’d only listen to me, you’d know I’m drowning slowly
These walls keep closing in on me again
So sorry, but I’ve got to go

I wanna fade away and watch you win.
I never wanna try or go all in.
I’ve got nothing to offer, I’m giving in. I’ve got to go - ‘cause I’m invisible.

I try to rise above the noise, but it never matters.
You’re cutting me out.
Why can’t you just see that I just wanna be a part of the world imaginary?
If anyone’s listening I wouldn’t know.
‘Cause it’s all about you, and you’re stealing the show!
All this thinking can get me in trouble,
So I order a drink and I make it a double.
Drowning all my sorrows here again, and again, and again.
So sorry but I’ve got to go

And I think I want to be invisible tonight.
‘Cause you, that’s how you like me.
All covered up and barely there.
I walk away but you don’t care. I’m sorry but I’ve got to go
I can’t do this!
Just! Tan’t! do! this!