Ordinary

A break from the ordinary
Is what you wanted
But something had to give
A nightmare inside

Dead pinball machines
And lines on the dresser
If It’s so hard to talk
Then why’d you talk so much?

I saw a lifeless corpse on the floor and It looked just like you
Broken inside
Singing
No compromise
No compromise

I keep on questioning
How’s it I'm coping with
No one to trust or to lean on
I’ll keep you wondering
Trying to connect the dots
So fucking disconnected

Your veins are like streams
That flow through your sewer
And there’s no getting clean
Or washing this off

Said your ready to die
And there’s a hole in the sky
It keeps pulling you up
And it’s never enough

Ripped up receipts
On the bed
Where you slept
It’s all foil and smoke
You breath it in slow

You looked so unwell
In your own private hell
Where you lived with your secrets
In the death knell hotel

I keep on questioning
How’s it I'm coping with
No one to trust or to lean on
Try to stay positive
Try to connect the dots
So fucking disconnected