At Once Heroic And Sick

Please reconsider, try doing something for someone else
Other than yourself "My faith scarred, broken, bruised, rebuilt"
And in growing up we've grown apart, and we just came back for more
This time apologies won't fix these jaded open doors
"Forget me, it's not the first or last time...
I could have died a thousand times and you not know"

"And I won't ever expect anything from anyone ever again
I'll just learn to be selfish"
Am I just vein, or is this nothing short of a direct hit?
A loose interpretation dried out seconds before bliss
"Forget me, forget everything you know...
Everybody's sorry but no one is owning up"

We're dying in numbers
We're losing connection
We're destined to return to this place when everything is gone
It's your choice and your mistake
It's just like every step we take
Just gets us nowhere, we're going nowhere...