Life's a Mess

I think my left side's eating me up
Keeping me safe from all the feelings I'm hiding from
This happened one too many times before
Can't do this anymore
Fuck falling in love

It's like my favourite poison
Can only fantasise
Cheap thrills like every weekend
Just to feel my soul alive
Feels like it's been forever
My neck is on the line
I'd backflip off a mountain
For a chance to get this right

'Cause I'm alone
Nobody knows
That my whole life's a mess

I think my left side's eating me up
Keeping me safe from all the feelings I'm hiding from
This happened one too many times before
Can't do this anymore
Fuck falling in love

Fuck falling in love
Fuck falling in love

Moved on but I'm still broken
Beat down and paralysed
Try to pick up the pieces
But this puzzle still ain't right
Think I'll try playing poker
Chance on the other side
But I'm not feeling lucky
God I just can't get this right

'Cause I'm alone
Nobody knows
That my whole life's a mess

I think my left side's eating me up
Keeping me safe from all the feelings I'm hiding from
This happened one too many times before
Can't do this anymore (anymore)
Fuck falling in love

Fuck falling in love
Fuck falling in love
This happened one too many times before
Can't do this anymore
Fuck falling in love

'Cause I'm alone
Nobody knows
That my whole life sucks and I wish that
I'd take it slow
Just let it go
Till I clean up this mess

I think my left side's eating me up
Keeping me safe from all the feelings I'm hiding from
This happened one too many times before
Can't do this anymore
Fuck falling in love

Fuck falling in love
Fuck falling in love
This happened one too many times before
Can't do this anymore (anymore)
Fuck falling in love
Fuck falling in love