vains (Demo)

Will someone ever
Trace the rivers in my thighs?
Will I ever
See myself through someone else's eyes?
Or will I gnaw
At every hand that ever fed me?

Will this town ever be a memory?
Will I grow above the tangle of family trees?
Or will my roots
Weigh me down
And stop my struggling?

I wanted to fix the world
Put it under my tongue and let it melt
Now I'm too broken and ashamed
To even fix myself

Everyone's got a hole they need to fill
With whatever they can get their hands on
The more that I fill, the more empty I feel
I don't know where I'm going
No, I don't know where I've been

I know I lost
First place
We both changed our directions
I settled for your silver
They say it's better with my
Complexion

I wanted to fix the world
Put it under my tongue and let it melt
Now I'm too broken and ashamed
To even fix myself

Everyone's got a hole they need to fill
With whatever they can get their hands on
The more that I fill, the more empty I feel
I don't know where I'm going
No, I don't know where I've been

Everyone's got a hole they need to fill
With whatever they can get their hands on
The more that I fill, the more empty I feel
I don't know where I'm going
No, I don't know where I've been