December In All Her Ruin

I miss you, she cried
I remember countless nights in tears
Her face, I will never forget
Her face in her hands
Again she cries
I buried her on my own
Never did she leave for she was afraid
Never did she
My heart was afraid to let her go under
Distance brought us together and time tore
So many nights spent waiting
So many spent alone
So many spent waiting for something that will never happen
But we went on aimlessly again
I'm sorry for what I had done to you
And if I could I would take it all back
If I could I would for you
Thinking back I feel bad
I watched as her eyes filled
No (I would) and I (and I would)
If I could I'd try this again
(I would try this again)
I would try this again
I saw December in all her ruin
I ruined her