A Secret Hostile Environment And No, I'm Not Going

I think I'd rather take a walk with you
Than step inside that room
So many memories
So many memories that I'd rather forget
I think that you would be responsible
For my heavy disdain
And my rolling of my eyes while they gaze
Why would I go in that place?

I know you want the best for me
And that's not bad
But sometimes I think you just missed the hint
I really want to come to terms with this
But not here, not tonight, in that cold room

There's way too many people for me
Tucked up in that spot
I feel like I'm in a war
Even though I'm probably not (but maybe I am)
Do you think you that you would stick up for me?
When they make their remarks
Somehow I think that you would probably jump in
Rather than not

I know this couldn't be
What I want this to be
So I guess I'm just sitting out this time
I really want to come to terms with this
But not here, not tonight, in that cold room

I think I'd rather take a walk with you
Than step inside that room
So many memories
So many memories that I'd rather forget