Broken Record

Hold me on the inside, don't let me see the light,
And I will reveal to you how I deal with the sickness.
White line, keeps me behind from where I wanna be,
Well you don't wanna see me.
I've done my share of research before.
I've done enough, enough drugs to hit the floor.
And this addiction is all that I'm living for.

One quick snap.
Reality sets in.
I can't even begin
To explain this again.

Drop away
I can't see you today.
I can't feed this anymore,
It's blowin me away,
And it's time for a change.

Step up.
Relax.
Get ready.
Here I go.
Give me a time and a place
I don't wanna see you there, I don't wanna see you anywhere,
But I see you everywhere. I can't get this out of my mind.
I don't want to treat you like I treated them before.
I feel this power, the power to be sure.
I wish you were aware, aware of this inner war.

One quick snap.
Reality sets in.
I can't even begin
To explain this again.

Run away
I can't see you today.
I can't feed this anymore,
It's blowin me away,
And it's time for a change.

Stay away
I can't see you today.
I can't feed this anymore,
It's blowin me away,
And it's time for a change.

Addiction stays,
Pain won't go away.
I'm sorry.